(excerpt from Listening In: Dialogues with the Wiser Self, by Ellen Meredith. You may wish to tape record this exercise or ask a friend to read it to you slowly)
Take a moment to get comfortable, wherever you are sitting or lying.
If you would like to shut your eyes, do so. Take a few breaths, just feeling
the breath come in and go out, remembering that with the out-breath you can
let go of tensions and random thoughts.
Then gently begin to touch one hand with the other. Bring your hands
together, exploring, caressing. If you want, rub them together and generate a
little heat in your fingertips. What does the hand feel like to touch, and
also what does it feel like to be touched? Use a little movement and pressure
to feel the energy, the flesh and the bones of your hand.
Wiggle your fingers around, to feel the sensations created as they
move. Then start touching the rest of your body. Touch your arms and your
face. Your neck and head. Feel yourself as a being of flesh and bone and
blood. Feel this concrete self. Let yourself have the sensations of touch:
of touching and of being touched, as if you are giving yourself a touch bath.
Feel yourself awakening and activating the cells of your flesh, the sensors
that are located all over your body.
In this society you are taught to be very timid about touching
yourself. About feeling your own corporeal being. We invite you to take some
time with yourself as a physical being. You can use your hand to actually
wipe away tension, as if your hand were a towel, and your tension were
perspiration.
Use your hands to do a little massage around your face, around your
ears.... then sit and feel yourself, feel the sensations in your body. All
over, your skin takes in sensory information. Every part of you is one big
receptive, sensitive being.
Sometimes it is just so pleasing to come back to the physical home you
have created on this planet. Let your attention dwell in this physical body,
with love.
Listening In:
Dialogues with the Wiser Self, by Ellen
Meredith, can be ordered through bookstores, by calling 1 (800)
442-6304(Beyond Words Bookstore), or through
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